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Fragments

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Published: May 12, 2011

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Fragments

The small glimpses of life
Sparkling across your eyes
Those reflections of wonder
Can brighten the worst day
The tiniest fragment of hope

This is just what I can see
When I gaze unto your face
A canvas of pure perfaction
All Sculpted so beautifully
Textured and tinted flawlessly

Behind those two orbs of life
Gently nestled upon your face
Does lie a soul of innocence
Guilded with the utmost warmth
Set carfeully into an open heart

But I am held back from you
By a barrier of repulsion
This invisible wall of disgust
My unpleasant, unworthy form
Is turned away from the gates

Lost in this realm of exile
Outside of your boundaries
Only looking blankly inside
At the beauty that lies within
Feeding of every passing glance

It is all I can hope for now
Another pathetic dream crushed
How did allow the thoughts in
My mind was easily influenced
By your overwhelming kindness

The radius of the wall increased
I'm forced even further away
You want to silence my feelings
My affection is only an insult
To be ignored and destroyed

I no longer know what to think
The only person to trap my heart
Is disgusted at their catch
You're trying to kill my soul
So you won't catch me again

The fragments are getting smaller
The distance is ever growing
The pain is becoming much worse
The tiny evapourating moments
The only time we spend together

After rehearsal yesterday things were looking better, but in the dreary day-after reality the concept of life slowly descended into the murky depths of the traditional misery. As the weekly cycle had reached it's peak and was now declining to the generic base line.

I came to release the events of a Wednesday evening were only fragments of a misery-free existence given the people I'm around. But their tolerance is only in the sporadic time in which we coexist in the same building. When online communications have slumped to non-existent, it does convey a degree of exile from them and of course one individual.

But to the writing in hand - which is based on the irritating cycle which only peaks for a few hours out of a whole week. But this one was surprisingly quick to write - looking at 15 minutes which has to be the fastest one on record.